So I’m posting on tumblr.
I had bloodwork done relatively recently and it turns out I’m low on my iron. Which is surprising and isn’t. I eat meat and veggies, but I’m a woman with a regular menstrual period. Still bad at taking my iron supplements. Need to take Vitamin D, and probably Folic Acid too. Blah. So many little tabs to take at various times during the day.
I don’t really have a regular schedule. I’m getting better at dealing with my lack of motivation to do things. Mostly basics like cleaning my kitchen, but it’s slow to start to get back into a groove.
Still having a hard time managing food. I’m either so hungry that my arms shake (especially problematic when I have to do something delicate with my hands) or I overeat and continually snack. One way to deal with it is to calculate meals, and how much food I should eat and wheeennn but I don’t want to live my life out of a spreadsheet.
School is at least going better. Not great, but I’m getting a lot more work done, overall. Though days like today where pretty bad in terms of productivity. Zero motivation compounded with oversleeping. Hence why I’m awake and procrastinating on homeworkright nowat 1am.
I guess I should make it so that there’s stages of things to work on to add to my routine. Guh. Just. idk. I just feel so lost and stupid.
Should probably finish up the homework I have planned just so I can go to bed soon. Hopefully waking up at a decent time. Hopefully not sleeping through alarms, or just waking up long enough to turn my alarm off and fall back asleep.
